2010年8月23日 星期一

過去, 現在, 未來

放下已經過去的...
珍惜現在擁有的...
期待未來可能的...

2010年8月19日 星期四

What do you want for a Ph.D.?

我要扎實的訓練過程...我要有相當quality的研究成果
我要培養自己在這領域的專業
我要畢業時...我是很有自信地..覺得自己走得好扎實...I deserve it!

2010年8月12日 星期四

Truly face self

外在的事物,顯像,很容易令人迷惘,困惑.
即便一開始是多麼地清晰,多麼地堅定,但隨著時間與環境的影響,自己常常在無預警的狀態,深陷其中,甚至無法自拔.
但請至少留那一絲絲空間跟時間給自己,沒有任何面具跟偽裝的自己,非常真誠地去看看自己.
看看自己現在的樣子,是不是自己想要的, 是不是自己喜歡的自己.
永遠要保持赤子之心,因為只有那才能看到真實的自己,也只有這樣,心才是充實的.

"扎實地,誠實地踏出每一步"

2010年8月11日 星期三

The second flight

It's so complicated. I seems stronger but weaker than two years ago.

The day before flying, I was so panic. I cannot calm down the whole day. It's just so difficult to face the upcoming leave. Especially, there is no time schedule to show when I will step into the land in Taiwan.

It's really so hard to say goodbye. There are always thousands words I wanna say. But at the end, every word condenses only one word - "Take good care". My dear friends, I would like to give my best wishes to you.

At the airport in Taiwan, every scene is very familiar to me, just like two years ago. However, I was extraordinarily calm. I also tried to make fun for my mom. I quietly stepped into the entry. It seems not so difficult than I thought, isn't it? Maybe my deep mind just went through a wild storm. Who knows?

After arriving at Seattle, Seattle seems very strange but familiar to me. Is six-week a long period? It's very interested. At this moment, time seems meaningless. No matter 6-week or 2-year, it usually seems to have just happened yesterday, or happened long time ago. It's nothing about time; it's just about the feelings, about the affections, about how deep I was involved.

The second flight, I have less courage and impulse, but I have more quietness and reasoning. I think I did learn something.

2010年8月9日 星期一

漂泊

"下次甚麼時候見面阿"
"...不知道...一年?兩年?更多年?"

不停地漂泊~~~
心卻不忘初衷~~~